FIRE BURNS NOTHING BUT STUFF
La Bloga-Tuesday (1.07.25) welcomes the temporary return of an OG La Bloga veterano, the founder himself, Rudy Ch. García. Motivated by the horrendous California firestorms, García’s essay ruminates upon background causes and humane remedies to moral and actual conflagration.
First, a personal note.
It all burned down, the house I moved into with my daughter and granddaughter two years ago, following the death with Alzheimer’s Dementia of my wife, Barbara. We’d been married 54 years when I lost her and despite my numbed devastation, I found new hope in my daughter’s dream house.
The fire knocked me down after I’d finally gotten back on my feet. My daughter and granddaughter are Sedano Women. This means they’re strong, smart, indomitable. We shall rise again.
Me, I numbed myself during Barbara’s five year journey to the end of Time, and the fire hit me with less impact than it should have. I have nothing, the fire ran away with all of my stuff.
In the days since the house went into ashes, I’ve begun remembering the stuff I left behind when I made my break for it, at Amelia’s insistence.
I thought sure the fire was too darn far away to reach all the way to our home. My daughter thought otherwise and insisted I head from the hills down into Pasadena where I now reside in a motel with the clothes on my back, a camera, and my laptop computer.
The Arte. Ironically, one of the first lost paintings that comes to mind is a Margaret Garcia fire painting, her birthday gift to me back in August. (Not the one pictured above, since mine is ashes). Then more paintings, lino cuts, sculpture, serigraphs, my prized Diego Rivera etching.
My clothing. Cashmere sweaters that were birthday and Christmas gifts from Thelma Reyna. My bespoke suits from Korea that still fit, casí. My other cameras. My spare change. My…
One day soon, the insurance company will want an inventory. Maybe when I go through the rubble (once the blockade gets lifted) I’ll have a more complete notion of what I lost when I say I lost everything.
But it’s just stuff.
Each item stands as a token for memories, and those are indelible. I remember how Barbara fell in love with Garcia’s “Dancing In the Moonlight.” I asked Margaret about it and she told me “Cheech owns it.” Barbara pined for the image. Then one holiday sale at Frank Romero’s Frogtown studio, I walked in the front door where Margaret sat smiling. I smiled back. She points up at the wall above her. She’d made a version of “Dancing In the Moonlight.”
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| “Dancing In the Moonlight” by Margaret Garcia |
Barbara loved her copy of the work. I don’t have Barbara, and I don’t have Margaret García’s pastel anymore. But nothing can deny me those memories, García’s smile, Barbara’s joy unwrapping the work.
The move from my old abode, empty but for memories, to my daughter’s house on the hill that itself now is only memories, creates new memories. Important, vital, alive memories. All that stuff is gone and all those memories spring forth when I begin to count the stuff I lost.
I treasure the memories and will miss the treasures, but so it goes. It is what it is. Only Time will deny me my memories.
Here’s a Rolling Stone article by Nancy Dillon that recounts the immediate aftermath of our fire (link), and the foto of our home, before and after.
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| Top: foto Amelia Sedano. Bottom: Nancy Dillon Rolling Stone |
Note: Gente are kind and generous. As Rudy Ch. García recounts below, our local community is filling with aid workers and supplies to give to people who lost it all.
As word got out about our fire, I’ve been inundated with kindness and offers of help. Thank you, my friends, my daughter is on top of it and is making all the business and legal arrangements we need to rise from the ashes.
However, if anyone knows a three-bedroom house with yard to rent in Pasadena, South Pasadena, or Arcadia, please let me know.
Guest OG Columnist Rudy Ch. García
Watching news of the devastation from California fires evoked memories of devastation from Israeli bombings of Gaza caused by Zionist greed for land that’s not theirs. Or the greed of fossil fuel investors putting profits ahead of even their own neighborhood’s interests.
Hearing that one of the California homes lost belonged to LaBloga’s own Michael Sedano brought up the memory of Manuel Ramos and me, and Em, as he’s known, to establish La Bloga and carry on “the torch” passed to us by Teresa Marquez, over twenty years ago.
Another reminder to the devastation was last week’s NPR news piece (link) the type of information that should be broadcast to the MAGA world, as well as news about the 100 Mexican firefighters sent to help southern California.
Another memory: A house burned to the ground, along with a nearby tree. A distraught mother. Forty years ago. Mi amá. Caused by arson, not by Global Warming. The arsonist never caught, though it might’ve been a rival curandera using matches more than magic.
Twenty years later my sister’s home would burn, possibly from bad wiring, also caused by greed that creates poverty among us, and poor construction based in meager incomes.
But there’s a higher level than that, a higher understanding that Californio individuals and families are experiencing. Witness the outpouring of food, clothing and other donations from other L.A. residents and groups. Higher like the NPR immigrants who went to desperately aid homeowners with incomes much higher than theirs. Not because they were brown like them, most of whom weren’t. Not because they were neighbors in neighborhoods unaffordable to people like them. But because of something higher that I call EnComun, a term you can’t google.
EnComun includes elements of survival of the species, protection of one’s own kind, even spiritual connection to a plight the immigrants know firsthand from their own lands, where cartel greed and corruption greed and corporate greed in power ruins their entire country.
Putting out wildfires ravaging even cities only battles the effects of Global Warming. But the immigrants likely know that too. Nevertheless they braved smoke and heat and some danger by going into those areas.
No doubt other nationalities, US citizens, doused what they could as well. Just as western states and Canada have mobilized extensive agency support to reciprocate last year’s assistance under Biden. We doubt many southern California multi-millionaires went to grab buckets to fill them with their own swimming pool water and help neighbors. But we also doubt any would raise their hand if asked how many invested fortunes in fossil fuels.
But we need not worry about people who can afford more than one mansion, employing immigrants to tend their gardens and keep their pools clean EnComun.
When enough of us realize we need to grab buckets and garden hoses to stop the mega-millionaires, politicians, bureaucrats and other empowered enablers from interfering in preserving the land, water, air and all the organic life, then EnComun could proliferate.
Instead of just sending Michael Sedano and other victims our thoughts, prayers, commiseration and sympathy, send them pledges that the greed that burned their homes will be uncoupled from positions of power by us all.
When EnComun spreads, even injured wildlife, native trees, bush and grasses, insect life, and the earth, water and air can be connected to our everyday life. The day I flew into SanAnto to see mi amá’s charred rubble of a casa, a jumble of emotions filled me. Vengeance against the arsonist. Anger at the poverty we grew up in and she would continue living under. Eventually she would lose all the small houses on her rural property to unscrupulous and inept actions by extended family. No EnComun there at all.
Working through my jumble at mi amá’s, we searched the ashes and soot for fotos or anything that could be salvaged. There was casi nada. Then we hired a bulldozer to rid the site of the debris.
That night we were as EnComun as we’d ever been, unaware that decades later the results of Global Warming would reach literally the entire planet. But that night, armed with a bottle of Presidente and a case of beer, we all drank, chatted, joked and eventually laughed. Even mi amá got peda, something I’d never seen. Nor ever after.
I hope some of the burned-out Californio residents might find ways to connect with the immigrants and others, EnComun or just in common. Both “sides” deserve to find solace and stronger connections in the extended times that are coming for us all. And likely more scalding for many more of us until greed’s stranglehold on power is smothered out
Gracias, R.Ch.Garcia rchgarcia.com
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These two reflections are reprinted from La Bloga with permission. To follow La Bloga visit: https://labloga.blogspot.com/